another bebe.

Yuuup.. baby Osborne #2 is coming in August!

We are thrilled and Dreydan wants to jump inside my stomach and hang out with him/her until it's time. We told him when we first found out & I can't even describe his reaction. It was a mix of excited, being shy & telling us how he'll be the best big brother. He really will, too. He's seriously the best. AND he's a boss when it comes to keeping a secret! He didn't tell a soul until we told him it was safe, which was like 3 days ago when we broke the news to family. Not sure if that's going to be a good thing or bad later in life... haha.

So the top questions asked by family were:

1- "wait? august?! how will you celebrate separate birthdays!?" (cause you know, drey was born aug 17 and all) I don't know. But I'll tell you what, I'm going to get damn good at it (any advice is welcome by the way ha).

2- "okay so what's going to happen to japan?" We are still leaving for Japan in March with Ty. The end of May, Drey & I will hop ship and come home. 

3- "so you aren't going to give birth in japan?" Fk no. I need my epidural.

4- "will tyler come home for the birth?" Ummmm duh, YES. He'll have to go back afterwards, but he will most definitely be there. Someone needs to tell me how pretty I am when I'm foaming at the mouth & farting uncontrollably. My mom gave up that privilege when she married me off...

Anyways, we're excited! Actually I'm like half excited right now because even though I feel pregnant & I was sick my entire first trimester AND I'm already kind of "showing", I don't look pregnant. I just look like a heffer. This second pregnancy is not like the first one at all. AT. ALL. You'd think I would've already known this because I've read it, been told etc.. and they were not lying. Second time around your uterus is like psh I GOT THIS and then doubles in size the next day even though your baby is like the size of your fingernail. The truth & the struggles are real over hurr.

shirts are c/o little rascals shop

drey's birthDAY.

the day after drey's party, we decided to take him somewhere fun where he could run and explore and be around animals that he loves. just be outside and be a boy. so we took him to Wheeler Farm. it's an historic farm here in utah with animals, old buildings, wagon rides, you can milk cows, have picnics, they've got summer camps etc.. it's just a fun place to be. i loved going when i was little, so i loved taking drey for the first time. and coincidentally, they had a farmer's market going on that weekend & i was S T O K E D. i live in a little teeny town in the mountains where they don't have farmer's markets too often.. so when i go "up north" to the city, i get excited about small things haha.

we walked around the market for a bit, snagging samples, buying treats, pineapple slushies, stopping at the bouncy houses, stick fighting... and then we made our way over to the farm. the boys ran around, climbed everything, fed some duckies, traumatized a couple bunnies, & pet every animal available. i was drowning Drey in water all day & he sweat it out faster than it would go in. he loved his life.

my in-laws met us there and hung out with us all day because we were leaving for japan in like 2 days. so we had a posse with us all weekend getting their drey & em time in.. we're so lucky to have family who loves us so much.

i loved this day. mostly because it was dedicated to my boo. it was the day of his birth & i can't believe what an amazing little person he's turned into. i love him so much it hurts. i look forward to every single one of his birthdays, but i dread them all at once, too. time is a real bitch, you guys.